Vesi is a ballad for low female voice and backing band. I have never bothered writing it all out, but if anyone were to be interested I could provide a backing track and a lead sheet on request. It does require a singer able to project a wide dynamic range and get across a complex variety of emotions but other than that the melody is not particularly difficult to sing.
This fine performance gets across well the dynamic and emotional range of the song. It uses a backing track that I prepared and that anyone is welcome to use.
As I write this is is well over thirty-two years since Vesi and I were in conversation. I would imagine that it might come as a surprise to her to learn that her words in late 1992 have been the basis of a song!
On a cold and starry evening
                        As we walked across the square
                        Vesi looked at the cathedral
                        Ran her fingers through her hair
                        Then I heard her tragic whisper
                        Breathing words that chilled my heart
                        They were words of desolation
                        That could tear your soul apart
                        She said
                        
                           Poison of the people
                           That's all religion is
                           Poison of the people
                           But my life it feels so empty
                           Oh I wish I could believe
                           Wish I could receive
                        
                     
Vesi looked at all the candles
                        And the icons on the wall
                        Felt her eyes begin to water
                        But regained her self-control
                        Then with grim determination
                        She walked out the way we'd come
                        Leaving words of desolation
                        Whispering echoes round the dome
                        Sighing
                        
                           Poison of the people ...
                        
                     
So I went to church next Sunday
                        In a great big conference hall
                        Where a thousand people praising
                        Need no icons on their wall
                        They were people just like Vesi
                        All responding to the Lord
                        Who before Christ Jesus touched them
                        Might have echoed Vesi's words
                        Saying
                        
                           Poison of the people ...
                        
                     
||: Jesus come into my life :||
In October 1992 I went to work in Sofia, Bulgaria for four weeks. Our project assistant was a young lady named Vesela Brankova, whom we knew simply as Vesi. After work on Friday 23rd October 1992, a Serbian colleague of mine expressed a desire to visit the Svata Nedelya church in the city centre, to light a candle for a relative of his. Vesi and I went with him. Although relatively young, Vesi was still old enough to have had the communist doctrine of religion being "the poison of the people" drummed into her - and yet I sensed that she knew something was missing from her life.
I suspect that Vesi regarded me as just as much of an emigma as I regarded her. The offices in which we were working were sparse in the extreme and lacked any kind of heating, so Vesi and I were often working in the clothes in which we arrived at the office. I have no idea where she is these days - but I'd love to hear from her if ever she reads this.
How I discovered that the Bulgarian Church of God met in the top-floor conference hall of Sofia's National Palace of Culture is a story in its own right; but on my first visit, we got to a point where the pastor asked everyone to greet the person next to them. Turning to my left, I found myself staring into the eyes of the most stupendously beautiful young woman I'd met in a very long time. She smiled and started speaking to me in Bulgarian. Summoning up the little Bulgarian that I knew at that stage, I said, "I'm sorry, I don't understand you." Her smile broadened into a grin. "You don't understand? Praise God!" she said. Then she threw her arms around me and gave me a kiss.
I'd like to say that I went back the following week out of a desire for spiritual enlightenment - but you wouldn't believe me, would you?!